改變

我活到這把年紀。。。看了不少東西也學了不少。。。最近我學到了一個新的東西。。。那就是人的心是很快的改變。

在一個短期之內。。。他們可以很愛你。。。也可以在短期之內傷害你，放棄你。他們的理由多得很。反正。。。受到傷害的不是他們而是我。。。我該學會自私，不在為別人著想，不在說服他們，不在付出。

When Love Finds YoU

There are times in life when you just want to give up on certain things but things starts to turn around and you feel that it is not that bad at all.

I want us to be happy always~

Take Love for example, after my first horrible relationship, a wound so deep that until today the scar will remain in my heart. I move on with my life until recently things took another turn. Love found me.

I never thought I could love someone as anymore until I met dear. I believe that it is fate that brought us together. Even though my first failed relationship was also a fate, I will still choose to believe that meeting you and loving you is a fate and present from heaven that is so great that words alone cannot express it.

You are the doctor of my heart. Take good care of it =)

I know that you went through a bad relationship and felt that it is not fate. I choose to believe it is fate that brought us together and initially I wasn't sure how much I could love you but now I could say it out loud that I love you more than anything in my life. I want you to know that you are so very special to me and I want you to be happy, I want us to be happy. I want to walk with you down this road of life, to walk with you will we are old and wrinkled and to the day I am buried in dirt.

I love you more for each tomorrow

What I can assure you is that I will love you more for every tomorrow. I love you dear so much.

A quickie update

The moment I stepped into the 'real' working world life has certainly changed. I would say there are so much unexpected things in life that we might not see.

Working life is good, as a fresh grad I can't say much about the pay but as an accounting graduate this is an opportunity for me to learn a lot of stuff. Whatever I have learn in my books well not all are applicable in the working world but there are still bit and pieces that still can be used.

I am trying my best to work hard and do my best. But not all things has been smooth sailing for me.... this time I chose to keep quiet from office politics but it came attacking me well... one thing I have learned is that in any office you may be in there will always be office politics it all depends on how you want to face it and deal with it. For me I chose to ignore it, give in but not all as I still want to be myself.

Peak season is near now so life is getting hectic. Do I like it? Hell I do, but at this time I do miss some of my best buds ^^

Wish everyone well and God Bless everyone.

Toodles.

Another New Year. New Resolutions

Another has gone by and another new one has arrived! Welcome 2011! So new year, new resolutions ought to be made.


My new year resolutions would be...

• to do well in my work
• To complete my CPA soon
• Loose a few pounds
• Walk in the path God has set for me.

So what are your resolutions?

The First Step into the real world.

So much has happened for the past 1 1/2 months. I had a short and brief period working at the old language center, I was happy to got back and work and get to meet up with my old colleagues and buddies.

Within that month I also made some new friends. That was the happy part... the most disappointing part working there again, was the management. I felt unhappy there, as I felt the management is exploiting their staffs and grinding and making life a living hell there. Don't make me start with the sad facilities. The only thing the provide staff is water....which occasionally runs out of stock, but to be fair within that one month, water was abundant or so to say. There were so many stupid and unnecessary restrictions, which makes working experience there very unpleasant.

The office politics there was slightly better but not really, anyways soon, by the grace of God, I got another job, a job that I wanted to go for, that is an audit assistant. I quickly accepted the offer and quit the center, I felt bad about doing that but to be fair, I studied accounting and not teaching and I would love to get a go in the audit field and start learning. Pay wise it may be small but I can learn! That is important.

Once I was in the new office, I felt at ease and I settled down quite fast, facilities provided to the staffs was adequate as compared to my old workplace, there was so much difference. Work time was more normal.

My colleagues over at my new workplace are fun and friendly people. At least I could save some money while working here for I can bring my food and heat it up, I could have warm nice meal for lunch.

I am enjoying myself and I am ready to face the challenges of life and ever so ready to absorbed new knowledge. Wish me luck.

Life...what is life?

Recently, there are so many questions that is circulating and popping up in my mind. Questions like... am I too straight forward and blunt? Am I too verbal? Why is life so complicated? Why is love so complicated and feeling lost.

In such a short time, so much has happened. Frictions, misunderstandings, failed relationships (or so to say), failure to obtain a job for so long. Am I seeing Kuching from another view? Should leave this place? Is it God calling and nudging me to leave this city?

So many questions, but so little answers. Someone you care is not answering your phone and you do not know what is wrong, messages left not replied and it starts to make you think, what went wrong? What is the problem? Was there is misunderstanding somewhere? Gosh I really would love to know.

Life oh life, why oh why do you have to be so harsh. I am currently lost for words. It is time, I guess it is time for a time-out.

Malaysia - A cultural country~!

If someone was to ask me, what are the perks of being a Malaysian. My answer would definitely be the unity of the different races and culture. Malaysia is one of the few countries where I believe people from different races live together harmoniously, or in this case Sarawak in particular. In Sarawak alone there are many cultures fusing together, we have Chinese, Iban, Malay, Indians, Kelabit and many more living in this state situated in the island of Borneo.

I am a Kuchingite and spend my years growing up in this lovely slow pace city. I mean if compared to Kuala Lumpur and Singapore, Kuching is a laid back city. But of course in Sarawak it is the busiest and most hectic city.

Over the years, Kuching has developed so much, one thing that has yet to change is the closeness of the people. Recently, the Muslim celebrated Hari Raya or Eid ul Fitr. After a month of fasting or Ramadan, they will celebrate it with open house and visiting of relatives. This is the holy month in the Islamic culture.

The delicious food, From top: Ketupat, Beef Rendang, Masak Merah, Curry Chicken, and Nasi Kuning (Yellow Rice)

This is also the time for me to catch up with my Muslim friends, as we are all busy with our work and study lives. This was the time where we do visiting and get together to share stories and laughter. Another best thing about Hari Raya Aidilfitri is the food. My friends really make good Malay food. Curry, Beef Rendang, Masak Hitam, Masak Merah, Satay is all out of this world. Not to mentioned the delicious raya cakes, thinking about it now is making my mouth water. This Hari Raya was indeed fun and meaningful and I look forward to more of it.

Best part is catching up and having fun with friends ^^

On another issue I remember when I was young, we used to have an Indian neighbour. I remember during Deepavali they will make Muruku and give some to us. They were great neighbours, at times I go over to their house and hang out. Sighs~ those was indeed the good old days.

So that is it, one of the perks of being a Malaysian!

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I always have this soft spot for Korean, I mean heck, besides their hot looking actors and actresses, they have pretty good food too! Some of the Korean dishes are pretty simple to prepare, example the spinach side dish(시금치나물Ｓｉｇｅｕｍｃｈｉ　ｎａｍｏｏl).

Since I am a newbie at this, I for one decided to try off the easy ones first. Sigeumchi namool is really easy to make and nice too with the plus side of being healthy. I had it for lunch and dinner, but I decided to modify a bit of my dinner's version by adding in a bit of shao xing wine, which is not bad.

With Hwa Ramyun


With Ｒｉｃｅ


Kimchi!


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Maybe in my next post I will show you guys how to make it.