在一個短期之內。。。他們可以很愛你。。。也可以在短期之內傷害你，放棄你。他們的理由多得很。反正。。。受到傷害的不是他們而是我。。。我該學會自私，不在為別人著想，不在說服他們，不在付出。
Showing posts with label Shit Happens. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Shit Happens. Show all posts
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Zombied
I think it is due to age...recently I have a hard time falling asleep. Last night was a terrible night tho. I didn't not sleep a wink at all... I tried but just won't fall asleep and it's like you are tired but you just can't fall asleep. It was down right torturing...
So now here I am in Uni... looking like a total zombie with a dead brain. I bet when I reach home later on I can't sleep again. Please please.... let me fall asleep tonight if not I will be a superfied zombie and scare the hell outta everyone.
Sighs.... maybe the coffee is working for me now. I think.
So now here I am in Uni... looking like a total zombie with a dead brain. I bet when I reach home later on I can't sleep again. Please please.... let me fall asleep tonight if not I will be a superfied zombie and scare the hell outta everyone.
Sighs.... maybe the coffee is working for me now. I think.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Yup I am the bad guy. I bring bad example to people?
What to say, what to do? but I will just shrug it off. I am and should be used to this, of what you might ask. Friends for years, and yet my character is horribly mistaken? I get the blame for being a bad influence to people?
Oh well...I am the bad guy, I am a bad influence... yada bla bla bla...bleh bleh bleh.
2 marks added in Satan's record for being and evil ass! woo hoo!
Oh well...I am the bad guy, I am a bad influence... yada bla bla bla...bleh bleh bleh.
2 marks added in Satan's record for being and evil ass! woo hoo!
Thursday, May 21, 2009
狗眼看人低
世界啊世界。。。这世界上人的有很多种人。坏人。。。好人。。。八婆。。。下流。。。贱人 都有。我虽然年纪说大不大， 说小不小，但是在这年龄，也应该是个做工的人了，但我还在念大学。。。过去犯的错，我也感到丢脸。
我也尽能力来读好我的书。朋友们都读好书开始工作。。。在大学里不多朋友，新朋友也不多。。。所以呢我就经常自己一个人在图书馆里温习功课。 我还以为能够找到朋友来教导我是很好的事。我呢，就遇到了一个人。。。还以为他是个大好人，听人说很好的人。就叫他教我。第一次，还好但第二次。。。无缘无故的不爽我。。。都不知道我做错了什么。
不想帮就不想嘛。。。还把人说到很烂。。。说我是水蛭赖在他身上吮他的知识。。。我的天啊。。。好幼稚。他的朋友们还说我是寄生生物， 甚至还说我会考不上。。。讲话都不知道有没有用脑想啦。
我不否认我对他们所说的话感到很生气，但冷静来想。。。我没必要跟这些狗眼看人低的人吵那么多。吵也没用，浪费时间及力气，我也没那么无聊跟他们吵。
这些狗眼看人底的人，我只能叫耶稣保佑他们。希望有一天他们反省反省吧。我也告诉我自己绝不能像他们那样狗眼看人低，瞧不起人，觉得自己很厉害而不帮人。这世界需要少一点像他们那样的人咯。
不想帮就不想嘛。。。还把人说到很烂。。。说我是水蛭赖在他身上吮他的知识。。。我的天啊。。。好幼稚。他的朋友们还说我是寄生生物， 甚至还说我会考不上。。。讲话都不知道有没有用脑想啦。
我不否认我对他们所说的话感到很生气，但冷静来想。。。我没必要跟这些狗眼看人低的人吵那么多。吵也没用，浪费时间及力气，我也没那么无聊跟他们吵。
这些狗眼看人底的人，我只能叫耶稣保佑他们。希望有一天他们反省反省吧。我也告诉我自己绝不能像他们那样狗眼看人低，瞧不起人，觉得自己很厉害而不帮人。这世界需要少一点像他们那样的人咯。
Sunday, September 7, 2008
I'm Late...I'm late...I'm late
*Sighs*.... this is bad oh super duper bad....I can't believe it....I am actually late for work again... Oh well is what you actually get if you sleep too late and you are bloody tired....
This is like... er..... the 3rd time I am late this week.... but today hits the spot I was late for well...technically speaking more than 15 mins... I overslept due to the reason.... I......I... kept snoozing my freakin alarm... but...but...but I was really exhausted and... and... and.... the weather was perfect for a snooze in.... =(
Oh well... *crosses fingers* hope they won't cut me pay...
Another shit thing that happen to me today was.... I forgot my ATM pin number... oh shit!!!! I seriously forgot about it. It all started this way... I had to change my password due to some unwanted reason and then I didn't go to the bank for ages and I totally super duper forgot the dang password. *Sighs* I am getting old.... I need ginkgo... yes...somebody donate me ginkgo...=(.... I need memories... wtf am I saying??? Sheesh...
Oh well...I don't have the card now.... I surrendered it already.... *sniffles* bye bye me darling...
This is like... er..... the 3rd time I am late this week.... but today hits the spot I was late for well...technically speaking more than 15 mins... I overslept due to the reason.... I......I... kept snoozing my freakin alarm... but...but...but I was really exhausted and... and... and.... the weather was perfect for a snooze in.... =(
Oh well... *crosses fingers* hope they won't cut me pay...
Another shit thing that happen to me today was.... I forgot my ATM pin number... oh shit!!!! I seriously forgot about it. It all started this way... I had to change my password due to some unwanted reason and then I didn't go to the bank for ages and I totally super duper forgot the dang password. *Sighs* I am getting old.... I need ginkgo... yes...somebody donate me ginkgo...=(.... I need memories... wtf am I saying??? Sheesh...
Oh well...I don't have the card now.... I surrendered it already.... *sniffles* bye bye me darling...
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
They are everywhere!
I guess being a tutor there is just one thing that I can't escape from...that is students who are extremely slow... not just slow...slow BUT, they are the SUPER DUPER EXTREMELY MEGA ULTRA COMBO MAX MODE TOP DEEPLY TRULY SERIOUSLY UTTERLY UNCONTROLLABLY SLOW...
So far I met two. One in my old workplace, who was... word alone cannot symbolise him. The second one is in my current workplace. Well... for this case... *sighs*, I shall be kind... maybe her case... is different. I heard she came down with this high fever or something that resulted her being slow in catching things or... any normal human description of her "Weird".
I am not mad at her or anything but sometimes the things that she said just annoys me to the maximum! I know... I know... being a tutor I should be patient....yada, yada, yada. But imagine... suddenly you have a student in your class that suddenly asks you stupid questions which is by far seriously stupid. At times when you joke... she repeats your jokes and laugh out loud, sometimes she will tell you oh...this word this is how you say it in this dialect...
At times me reaction was just...either (......................................................................................... x 10000000000) or (=_______________________________________=)"""
When you are teaching, she starts to drift away and god knows what she is doing there and I can;t just keep paying attention to her because I have other students to attend to.
Like today when I was in class. I was teaching the past continuous tense, the simple present tense and the present perfect tense. I decided to distribute notes for the students this time and in some of the notes I encouraged the students to write some sentences for me so that I will know whether or not they understand me and I can correct them from there.
She didn't do a hoot and yet she tried to copy from the book and of all the things... MY examples in the notes! I stopped her by saying that I remember what is in the book and she must think of a sentence of her own each for simple present and past continuous. She just can't do it, so I told her to stay back after class to tutor her extra.
After I finished one unit and was proceeding to another unit, suddenly she told me I have not taught the other unit and funny enough I was juts getting to it. I told her that do not worry I will not leave any units untaught.
After the class, I asked her to meet me in the Lecturer's room. So once settled, I asked her to give me the sentences.
Her: Teacher can use "The telephone rang"?
Me: *Looks at the paper and went quiet for a while* SY that is my example and you are not suppose to use my example. You are SUPPOSE to create your own sentence.
Her: Keeps quiet...
Me: Ok... give me the past tense for walk.
Her: *Thinks* Walk...
Me: *Nearly fell down from the chair.* No SY that is a present tense. *Looks at Stacy and asked for help*
Stacy: Ok... do you know what is a verb
Her: Yes... its "Dong Ci" in [mandarin means verb]
Stacy: Ok so what is the past tense for walk.
Her: Walk.
Stacy: *Nearly fell down* No...that is present tense.
After much attempt Stacy gave up.
I re-attempted to teach her.
Me: SY what is past tense?
Her: "Dong Ci" (verb) I nearly cried...
Me: *Patiently* SY no past tense is not a verb, past tense is something that is history and present tense means now and continuous means always happens.
Her: *nods her head*
I then decided to write on a piece of paper...
Walk
Walked
Walking
Me: Which is the past tense?
Her: Walking...
Me: *went speechless and was going to slam my head on the table*
Her: SY, that is a continuous not a past...
Her: Walked.
Me: *Relieved*
Talk
Talked
Talking
Me: Which one is the past tense?
Her: talked
Me: *in my head* Now we are making progress.
But I felt suspicious she was guessing and memorising where I put the past tense.
Ran
Run
Running
Me: Which is the past tense?
Her: Run?
Me: *Looks at her in disbelief.* No
Her: *takes another quick guess* Ran
Me: *Not at all impressed* Ok...good.
Write
Writing
Wrote
Me: Which is the past tense?
Her: Write.
Me: *boiling inside but try to keep calm... wanted to cry but no tears* No, SY that is present.
Her: Writing?
Me: *Looks at her in disbelief* No SY... you are guessing the past tense is wrote.
At the end I explain to her again and as her dad was looking for her. I asked her to go home and give me one each a sentence on simple past and past continuous and show it to me tomorrow.
So... wish me luck tomorrow and hope I don't jump down from CES building...
So far I met two. One in my old workplace, who was... word alone cannot symbolise him. The second one is in my current workplace. Well... for this case... *sighs*, I shall be kind... maybe her case... is different. I heard she came down with this high fever or something that resulted her being slow in catching things or... any normal human description of her "Weird".
I am not mad at her or anything but sometimes the things that she said just annoys me to the maximum! I know... I know... being a tutor I should be patient....yada, yada, yada. But imagine... suddenly you have a student in your class that suddenly asks you stupid questions which is by far seriously stupid. At times when you joke... she repeats your jokes and laugh out loud, sometimes she will tell you oh...this word this is how you say it in this dialect...
At times me reaction was just...either (......................................................................................... x 10000000000) or (=_______________________________________=)"""
When you are teaching, she starts to drift away and god knows what she is doing there and I can;t just keep paying attention to her because I have other students to attend to.
Like today when I was in class. I was teaching the past continuous tense, the simple present tense and the present perfect tense. I decided to distribute notes for the students this time and in some of the notes I encouraged the students to write some sentences for me so that I will know whether or not they understand me and I can correct them from there.
She didn't do a hoot and yet she tried to copy from the book and of all the things... MY examples in the notes! I stopped her by saying that I remember what is in the book and she must think of a sentence of her own each for simple present and past continuous. She just can't do it, so I told her to stay back after class to tutor her extra.
After I finished one unit and was proceeding to another unit, suddenly she told me I have not taught the other unit and funny enough I was juts getting to it. I told her that do not worry I will not leave any units untaught.
After the class, I asked her to meet me in the Lecturer's room. So once settled, I asked her to give me the sentences.
Her: Teacher can use "The telephone rang"?
Me: *Looks at the paper and went quiet for a while* SY that is my example and you are not suppose to use my example. You are SUPPOSE to create your own sentence.
Her: Keeps quiet...
Me: Ok... give me the past tense for walk.
Her: *Thinks* Walk...
Me: *Nearly fell down from the chair.* No SY that is a present tense. *Looks at Stacy and asked for help*
Stacy: Ok... do you know what is a verb
Her: Yes... its "Dong Ci" in [mandarin means verb]
Stacy: Ok so what is the past tense for walk.
Her: Walk.
Stacy: *Nearly fell down* No...that is present tense.
After much attempt Stacy gave up.
I re-attempted to teach her.
Me: SY what is past tense?
Her: "Dong Ci" (verb) I nearly cried...
Me: *Patiently* SY no past tense is not a verb, past tense is something that is history and present tense means now and continuous means always happens.
Her: *nods her head*
I then decided to write on a piece of paper...
Walk
Walked
Walking
Me: Which is the past tense?
Her: Walking...
Me: *went speechless and was going to slam my head on the table*
Her: SY, that is a continuous not a past...
Her: Walked.
Me: *Relieved*
Talk
Talked
Talking
Me: Which one is the past tense?
Her: talked
Me: *in my head* Now we are making progress.
But I felt suspicious she was guessing and memorising where I put the past tense.
Ran
Run
Running
Me: Which is the past tense?
Her: Run?
Me: *Looks at her in disbelief.* No
Her: *takes another quick guess* Ran
Me: *Not at all impressed* Ok...good.
Write
Writing
Wrote
Me: Which is the past tense?
Her: Write.
Me: *boiling inside but try to keep calm... wanted to cry but no tears* No, SY that is present.
Her: Writing?
Me: *Looks at her in disbelief* No SY... you are guessing the past tense is wrote.
At the end I explain to her again and as her dad was looking for her. I asked her to go home and give me one each a sentence on simple past and past continuous and show it to me tomorrow.
So... wish me luck tomorrow and hope I don't jump down from CES building...
Sunday, August 17, 2008
In Loving Memory of Fifi...
In Loving Memory of Fifi...
R.I.P
9th August 2008
This is a special post dedicated to my lovable adorable dwarf hamster Fifi. Fifi used to be my sister's hamster, she took care of her for a year plus before bringing it home to me and I took over the task of taking after her.
When she came home, she was already sick, but being Fifi... she was strong and move on for a few more years. We send her to the vet but there was nothing much the vet can do as Fifi was too small. For 2 long years, Fifi pulled through, having a hard time to move around because of the growth. As she aged she started to loose her fur behind her body. Her eyes had cataract and she had a hard time seeing things. When I saw that my I felt a pang in my heart. Each time I saw her struggling I felt a sharp pain in my heart.
On 8th August 2008, Fifi got weaker, she had no more strength to move. She kept sleeping. 9th August 2008, the Lord had brought Fifi into his hands. She left this world. Finally all the suffering that she felt was over. Rest in peace my dear Fifi. I will miss you a lot...
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Small Thoughts:
Something went wrong with my computer's window and now is still under repair... Still waiting for Stace's bf to check it.... That explains why there were no updates for a long time.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
All in a day....
Start of the day....
Many thanks to my Sis Angela for the wake up call at 9 am in the morning, but to tell the truth I slept on for another 30 minutes before heading for the shower. But before that I will have to sms my "wife" to tell her I am getting ready already before picking her up.
So after my shower, typical me will scoot off to the computer and surf the net a bit before going down to the car. So I arrived at her house 30 minutes late or something and that gave her a chance to complain...lolx... after that brought her to the ATM located at Everrise BDC, and it seems like its the beginning of the month and everyone is queuing up there either to check has their salary been cashed in or to withdraw money.
The queue
My "daughter" is all grown up....
Since I was picking up Stacy so both of us arrived at the office early...(technically speaking as we are working afternoon shift today)...
Our daughter...Odelia came a bit later...(typical her lar...) she came into the lecturer's room panting... she thought she was late but in actual she was not... so she had no simple make-up on her face.... and also typical her... she brought her own food and did not bring any for the parents... (aihh...kids these days...).
After settling down... out comes her make-up kit. First on the list is to put on her cherry lip balm... and waddaya know daddy and daughter use the same brand of lip balm, Nivea! (High five).... but mine is none flavour or colouring. After lip balm, it was the eye-liner... carefully she drew a beautiful line over her eye... seeing her doing that seems like my daughter is all grown up... *sniffs* my lil girl has grown up... so grown up that tonight she did not have the time to accompany daddy and mummy for late night shopping at The Spring mall for she needs to go dating and she is so shy about it...
How to draw eye lines... firts take out eye liner...carefully draw...
Make sure it looks ok...
Do touch ups
Make sure its even... and use finger to smudge it a bit... LOLx
End result... prefectness
She is also so grown up that her mind got a bit astray... and I have no idea how to get her brain back straight... all the grandpa's fault lar... show her that type of stuff...
Sighs... kids... LMAO...!
Lunch Hour...
After my daughter dolled herself up all 'purdy (pretty)', we waited for her aunt Angela a.ka. my sister to come over to have lunch together. Some sort like a small family gathering... as we walked down the stars... we realised that my car was parked right outside the centre... so my sister being her naughty and lame-self decided to play with my car's back wiper... while she was doing that, she found my Ah bun (My wife gave it that name) and so being a nice bro, I took it out and let her carry it out... well she kept hugging it the whole way..
But in the end... it got into the hands of my wife... she refused to let it go...since she was not feeling good (Women's monthly thing... u know what la), we decided to let her hug it... after such a long time... she suddenly fell in love with it... and she dropped it on the floor twice... Grrr... hope it is not dirty... (jk...jk)
My new son...
Sighs.... I am already a father to a daughter who is older than me by a few month.... tsk tsk.... now I have another son... well a few more kids... but there is this particular kid in my kiddy class that I love him so much because he is super adorable. His name is Deron Ting...(sighs.....of all the surname...its Ting...) Nevermind...
Today my son got into a fight with someone older from my wife's class, I think the name of the boy is Robin... I scolded him and made him apologise to the other kid... he looked at me with his big eyes and was like almost in tears... I know I must have looked fierce in there. He was then brought to clean up with the accounts clerk, when he entered the class he sat quietly and do his work. I asked him does he still want me to love him and pamper him? He quietly shook his head (Heart's melt)...
I then looked at his face, he had still had some marker smudges on his face, his big cute eyes looked at mine and his face was full of innocents (heart melts some more). I then went and took the wet wipes and clean off his face. He then looked at me with those eyes... (BOOM... ok....I can't get mad at him anymore... *heart turns into liquid *)
Dinner time...
As we finished our class, we went down for our dinner before our next class starts... again Ah bun has been carried down... but before we went down for dinner... we did some stupid camwhoring (me that is) with Ah bun.. one of the photos I politely asked my dear sis not to put it up in her blog... but my request went into deaf ears... -.-'' she still posted it up...
This is Ah Bun...
The forbidden photo... that she still posted it up..sienz...
Another attempt...lolx
So as revenge I will post hers up... muahahaha...
Caught her... haha!
Peek a boo... haha
Anyway... we went down for dinner, sis was not eating as she was going home soon. So only Stacy and I had dinner, since our daughter brought her own bread... anyway... I took the opportunity to take some candid photos of my daughter and heh heh... darling sister... and it turns out to be good.
The spoiler of the day.... Stupid fucking cock sucking no good slut cheap ass rude bitch....
This girl which I seriously never ever liked her which I so wish she will just vanish into thin air is a super fucking cock sucking no good slutty cheap ass banging ugly fugly cao cibai rude and bokasi bitch... *Phew*... since she is so noisy in class that is swell with me but when I asked you a question and you answer me in such a rude way... and you do not even respect your tutor/instructor...wtf...
Today she was in my EC (Elementary Conversation ) class. SO basically its a big class... I needed all students to participate ... so, I gave a topic about can you remember anything about their childhood. When I asked her... she gave me craps and saying she nearly got knocked down by car which gave a some trauma in life and caused her for being a bitch now...
So after the class ends... she was coughing (choking...serves her right).. I jokingly told her that...
Me: See... you talk too much crap and you said something wrong and this is what happens...
She asked her brother or whatever that guy is hold the cup and she go and kick my leg.... Fuck lar... I am your lecturer not your friend or whatever lar... RESPECT lar... BITCH... being me I ignored her... She continued to cough and being me ... I went...
Me: Kick me some more... see cough even worse... serves you right ( and walks fast back into the room)
Stupid bitch lar...
To top it up... my daughter ar... or my daughter's student want to do voodoo on me just because my daughter say I am bad... celaka.... nevermind... what hurts the most is my daughter suggested to use needle and poke the voodoo doll that was suppose to be me... So... this is how a daughter treats her dad.... sad....sad....
That is all for now. Chips Chips~~
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Lameness.com
Take a guess please.....
Where did the farmer take the pigs on Saturday?
What did the lion tell the jackal when they came upon a group of hares?
Last riddle's answers:
1. Curio-city (because curiosity kills the cat)
2. Because shoulders have blades...shoulder blades... XD
Many thanks to my Sis Angela for the wake up call at 9 am in the morning, but to tell the truth I slept on for another 30 minutes before heading for the shower. But before that I will have to sms my "wife" to tell her I am getting ready already before picking her up.
So after my shower, typical me will scoot off to the computer and surf the net a bit before going down to the car. So I arrived at her house 30 minutes late or something and that gave her a chance to complain...lolx... after that brought her to the ATM located at Everrise BDC, and it seems like its the beginning of the month and everyone is queuing up there either to check has their salary been cashed in or to withdraw money.
The queue
My "daughter" is all grown up....
Since I was picking up Stacy so both of us arrived at the office early...(technically speaking as we are working afternoon shift today)...
Our daughter...Odelia came a bit later...(typical her lar...) she came into the lecturer's room panting... she thought she was late but in actual she was not... so she had no simple make-up on her face.... and also typical her... she brought her own food and did not bring any for the parents... (aihh...kids these days...).
After settling down... out comes her make-up kit. First on the list is to put on her cherry lip balm... and waddaya know daddy and daughter use the same brand of lip balm, Nivea! (High five).... but mine is none flavour or colouring. After lip balm, it was the eye-liner... carefully she drew a beautiful line over her eye... seeing her doing that seems like my daughter is all grown up... *sniffs* my lil girl has grown up... so grown up that tonight she did not have the time to accompany daddy and mummy for late night shopping at The Spring mall for she needs to go dating and she is so shy about it...
How to draw eye lines... firts take out eye liner...carefully draw...
Make sure it looks ok...
Do touch ups
Make sure its even... and use finger to smudge it a bit... LOLx
End result... prefectness
She is also so grown up that her mind got a bit astray... and I have no idea how to get her brain back straight... all the grandpa's fault lar... show her that type of stuff...
Sighs... kids... LMAO...!
Lunch Hour...
After my daughter dolled herself up all 'purdy (pretty)', we waited for her aunt Angela a.ka. my sister to come over to have lunch together. Some sort like a small family gathering... as we walked down the stars... we realised that my car was parked right outside the centre... so my sister being her naughty and lame-self decided to play with my car's back wiper... while she was doing that, she found my Ah bun (My wife gave it that name) and so being a nice bro, I took it out and let her carry it out... well she kept hugging it the whole way..
But in the end... it got into the hands of my wife... she refused to let it go...since she was not feeling good (Women's monthly thing... u know what la), we decided to let her hug it... after such a long time... she suddenly fell in love with it... and she dropped it on the floor twice... Grrr... hope it is not dirty... (jk...jk)
My new son...
Sighs.... I am already a father to a daughter who is older than me by a few month.... tsk tsk.... now I have another son... well a few more kids... but there is this particular kid in my kiddy class that I love him so much because he is super adorable. His name is Deron Ting...(sighs.....of all the surname...its Ting...) Nevermind...
Today my son got into a fight with someone older from my wife's class, I think the name of the boy is Robin... I scolded him and made him apologise to the other kid... he looked at me with his big eyes and was like almost in tears... I know I must have looked fierce in there. He was then brought to clean up with the accounts clerk, when he entered the class he sat quietly and do his work. I asked him does he still want me to love him and pamper him? He quietly shook his head (Heart's melt)...
I then looked at his face, he had still had some marker smudges on his face, his big cute eyes looked at mine and his face was full of innocents (heart melts some more). I then went and took the wet wipes and clean off his face. He then looked at me with those eyes... (BOOM... ok....I can't get mad at him anymore... *heart turns into liquid *)
Dinner time...
As we finished our class, we went down for our dinner before our next class starts... again Ah bun has been carried down... but before we went down for dinner... we did some stupid camwhoring (me that is) with Ah bun.. one of the photos I politely asked my dear sis not to put it up in her blog... but my request went into deaf ears... -.-'' she still posted it up...
This is Ah Bun...
The forbidden photo... that she still posted it up..sienz...
Another attempt...lolx
So as revenge I will post hers up... muahahaha...
Caught her... haha!
Peek a boo... haha
Anyway... we went down for dinner, sis was not eating as she was going home soon. So only Stacy and I had dinner, since our daughter brought her own bread... anyway... I took the opportunity to take some candid photos of my daughter and heh heh... darling sister... and it turns out to be good.
The spoiler of the day.... Stupid fucking cock sucking no good slut cheap ass rude bitch....
This girl which I seriously never ever liked her which I so wish she will just vanish into thin air is a super fucking cock sucking no good slutty cheap ass banging ugly fugly cao cibai rude and bokasi bitch... *Phew*... since she is so noisy in class that is swell with me but when I asked you a question and you answer me in such a rude way... and you do not even respect your tutor/instructor...wtf...
Today she was in my EC (Elementary Conversation ) class. SO basically its a big class... I needed all students to participate ... so, I gave a topic about can you remember anything about their childhood. When I asked her... she gave me craps and saying she nearly got knocked down by car which gave a some trauma in life and caused her for being a bitch now...
So after the class ends... she was coughing (choking...serves her right).. I jokingly told her that...
Me: See... you talk too much crap and you said something wrong and this is what happens...
She asked her brother or whatever that guy is hold the cup and she go and kick my leg.... Fuck lar... I am your lecturer not your friend or whatever lar... RESPECT lar... BITCH... being me I ignored her... She continued to cough and being me ... I went...
Me: Kick me some more... see cough even worse... serves you right ( and walks fast back into the room)
Stupid bitch lar...
To top it up... my daughter ar... or my daughter's student want to do voodoo on me just because my daughter say I am bad... celaka.... nevermind... what hurts the most is my daughter suggested to use needle and poke the voodoo doll that was suppose to be me... So... this is how a daughter treats her dad.... sad....sad....
That is all for now. Chips Chips~~
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Take a guess please.....
Where did the farmer take the pigs on Saturday?
What did the lion tell the jackal when they came upon a group of hares?
Last riddle's answers:
1. Curio-city (because curiosity kills the cat)
2. Because shoulders have blades...shoulder blades... XD
Friday, August 1, 2008
Bye Bye....
Today... marks a sad day... this is a special post dedicated to my friends at work.
To Joanna...
We may not know each other well, it has been a short time since we talked but you are a great friend and a great person to be with. Its fun to joke with you and your laughter has certainly cheered all of us lecturers up... well except Menstrual old man for all that matters. Sad to say, I came in late. But in these short times I really enjoyed your existence, I think we can say that you bring the sunshine into the office.
Pretty and sassy Joanna
A song dedicated for Joanna
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This section is dedicated to my friends in CES and some of my other close friends.
Stacy, Odelia, Angela, Joanna and Jason, my Cambridge buddies and friends who words only can't describe all of you. Because of all of you my life is so much more different, you made working in Cambridge more fun and lively. Without you guys I dare not imagine what will happen or how would it feel like to be working there. I might be there for a short while but it seems that we have known each other for a long time and I truly thank God for knowing all of you and for bringing you all into my life and be my friends.
My arms
Flo che che, Sam me Bro, Lone and Wing, words alone can't portray what I want to say inside my heart, you guys are like my arms which I can't loose anyone of you for loosing it, I will be disabled for life. You all mean so much to me.
Friends from CES, Sam bro, Flo Che che, Lone and Wing, you all are like my left and right arms loosing anyone means I will be scared and disabled for life. No matter what, we must be BFF and try not to let anything tear us apart.
I am not good at writing but hopefully this works.
Along this journey of life,
I found a lot of friends and saw different people
Some friends are worth keeping and treated like a treasure
Some friends are the people who passed by in my life
It takes time to find a friend that is worth keeping
As life passes by we keep seeking
For, it's easy to make friends
but its never easy to find real friends
This time in life, something magical has happened
Even though it has been a short time
but I felt like I knew you guys long ago
Sharing, joking, teasing and chattering became our pastime
I thank god that I have found you guys
For you are my true friends
As the day comes to an end and its sad to bid goodbyes
You are friends of friends that transcends
- © Edwin 2008-
To Joanna...
We may not know each other well, it has been a short time since we talked but you are a great friend and a great person to be with. Its fun to joke with you and your laughter has certainly cheered all of us lecturers up... well except Menstrual old man for all that matters. Sad to say, I came in late. But in these short times I really enjoyed your existence, I think we can say that you bring the sunshine into the office.
Pretty and sassy Joanna
A song dedicated for Joanna
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This section is dedicated to my friends in CES and some of my other close friends.
Stacy, Odelia, Angela, Joanna and Jason, my Cambridge buddies and friends who words only can't describe all of you. Because of all of you my life is so much more different, you made working in Cambridge more fun and lively. Without you guys I dare not imagine what will happen or how would it feel like to be working there. I might be there for a short while but it seems that we have known each other for a long time and I truly thank God for knowing all of you and for bringing you all into my life and be my friends.
My arms
Flo che che, Sam me Bro, Lone and Wing, words alone can't portray what I want to say inside my heart, you guys are like my arms which I can't loose anyone of you for loosing it, I will be disabled for life. You all mean so much to me.
Friends from CES, Sam bro, Flo Che che, Lone and Wing, you all are like my left and right arms loosing anyone means I will be scared and disabled for life. No matter what, we must be BFF and try not to let anything tear us apart.
I am not good at writing but hopefully this works.
Along this journey of life,
I found a lot of friends and saw different people
Some friends are worth keeping and treated like a treasure
Some friends are the people who passed by in my life
It takes time to find a friend that is worth keeping
As life passes by we keep seeking
For, it's easy to make friends
but its never easy to find real friends
This time in life, something magical has happened
Even though it has been a short time
but I felt like I knew you guys long ago
Sharing, joking, teasing and chattering became our pastime
I thank god that I have found you guys
For you are my true friends
As the day comes to an end and its sad to bid goodbyes
You are friends of friends that transcends
- © Edwin 2008-
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Prone to Wrong Statements...
I am prone or a good target for wrong statements. I think I myself sometimes give out out wrong statements too, like today.
Scene 1: Lunch table @ Expert
During lunch hour, Jason joined us and the whole group went crazy again. So Jason was teasing us on Stacy's wrong statement yesterday. I don't exactly remember what or how did the conversation drifted on to a loner senior of ours. This is when my wrong statement came out... I was trying to say that the guy (loner senior) was going to say " Stacy be mine" and the statement just came out wrong... I did not notice until... Stacy pointed it out... I was like ... SHIT! Shhh... don't say it out.
She kept laughing there. Well... and they said I was a bit crazy today... I can't deny that fact.
Scene 2: Inside the office.
As you all know my drawer is filled with food and became a pantry. I was going to make coffee and suddenly I turned to Odelia,
Me: Eh eh... Odelia bring a cup here tomorrow so you can make coffee also.
OD: Ok ok... I bring it tomorrow.
Me: Don't forget to bring, you see Stacy and I we are drinking Mocha now...nice....
OD: But I have no CUP...
Me: .... You have no CUP.... No Cup....
(Stacy and Odelia looks at me and laughs and I laughed to coz... they know what I meant)
Stacy: This Edwin ar... so dirty minded today...
OD: Ya ya... he is soo... hiao
Me: ... WTF....I just re quoted it ma...
Stacy & OD: Aiya... today you memang dirty minded
(In comes Joanna... and they told her... as for me *dies*)
Scene 3: SCR restaurant
We were having a drink with pretty Joanna...since today is going to be her second last day working in Cambridge. ( We are going to miss ya Joanna)
We were talking about somethings about the company and we came to this topic about Joanna jokingly asking us to leave with her...
Joanna: Its not like I am asking you guys to leave with me...
Us: .... listens....
Joanna: I mean like ... I ask EDWIN TO LEAVE WITH ME...
Stacy: *Laughs* That sounds so wrong....
OD: Laughs...
Joanna: Laughs...
Me: *Laughs* Sighs... How come I am always the victim for the wrong statement.
So yea another wrong statement from Joanna today.
Another Issue:
Treasure the chance...
If my mum is to give me one more chance I will have to study extra hard this semester. I feel so guilty for crapping up in my exams. I seriously feel so bad in my heart...
I should not have let it started in the first place... Now I see the damages it has caused... I am now picking up the pieces of my life...
p/s: Odelia!! we are gonna start a new blog specially for Odelia. The add should be bubblyodelia.blogspot.com
Tagline: Bubbliness XD
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Lameness.com
What always runs but never walks, often murmurs, never talks, has a bed but never sleeps, has a mouth but never eats?
Scene 1: Lunch table @ Expert
During lunch hour, Jason joined us and the whole group went crazy again. So Jason was teasing us on Stacy's wrong statement yesterday. I don't exactly remember what or how did the conversation drifted on to a loner senior of ours. This is when my wrong statement came out... I was trying to say that the guy (loner senior) was going to say " Stacy be mine" and the statement just came out wrong... I did not notice until... Stacy pointed it out... I was like ... SHIT! Shhh... don't say it out.
She kept laughing there. Well... and they said I was a bit crazy today... I can't deny that fact.
Scene 2: Inside the office.
As you all know my drawer is filled with food and became a pantry. I was going to make coffee and suddenly I turned to Odelia,
Me: Eh eh... Odelia bring a cup here tomorrow so you can make coffee also.
OD: Ok ok... I bring it tomorrow.
Me: Don't forget to bring, you see Stacy and I we are drinking Mocha now...nice....
OD: But I have no CUP...
Me: .... You have no CUP.... No Cup....
(Stacy and Odelia looks at me and laughs and I laughed to coz... they know what I meant)
Stacy: This Edwin ar... so dirty minded today...
OD: Ya ya... he is soo... hiao
Me: ... WTF....I just re quoted it ma...
Stacy & OD: Aiya... today you memang dirty minded
(In comes Joanna... and they told her... as for me *dies*)
Scene 3: SCR restaurant
We were having a drink with pretty Joanna...since today is going to be her second last day working in Cambridge. ( We are going to miss ya Joanna)
We were talking about somethings about the company and we came to this topic about Joanna jokingly asking us to leave with her...
Joanna: Its not like I am asking you guys to leave with me...
Us: .... listens....
Joanna: I mean like ... I ask EDWIN TO LEAVE WITH ME...
Stacy: *Laughs* That sounds so wrong....
OD: Laughs...
Joanna: Laughs...
Me: *Laughs* Sighs... How come I am always the victim for the wrong statement.
So yea another wrong statement from Joanna today.
Another Issue:
Treasure the chance...
If my mum is to give me one more chance I will have to study extra hard this semester. I feel so guilty for crapping up in my exams. I seriously feel so bad in my heart...
I should not have let it started in the first place... Now I see the damages it has caused... I am now picking up the pieces of my life...
p/s: Odelia!! we are gonna start a new blog specially for Odelia. The add should be bubblyodelia.blogspot.com
Tagline: Bubbliness XD
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What always runs but never walks, often murmurs, never talks, has a bed but never sleeps, has a mouth but never eats?
Saturday, July 26, 2008
EmBaRraSsing Lar!
Wow... its already my 6th day working in Cambridge Language Centre! That was fast! Tomorrow marks my 1 full week working there! In this 1 week, I met some really cool people, from colleagues to becoming my crazy friends. Wild, laughters, lame jokes, wrong statements... that was what made us enjoyed each others companionship. These people are, Ever young Stacy...miss la la Angela and Ever jolly Odelia (OD)... haha. They are really fun and made the working environment lively and fun. Oh and thanks to Jason too who helped me a lot, Stacy and Odelia too!
My table!! its the one right beside the window...with files.Next to my table is Jolly Odelia's table
Me workplace...
Candid photo... hu hu...
Stupidity part.........
D@mn! D@mn!...
Sighs tonight typical clumsy and blur me has done something silly, stupid and embarrassing again.... sighs.... Wanna guess what did I do again?
My table!! its the one right beside the window...with files.Next to my table is Jolly Odelia's table
Me workplace...
Candid photo... hu hu...
Stupidity part.........
D@mn! D@mn!...
Sighs tonight typical clumsy and blur me has done something silly, stupid and embarrassing again.... sighs.... Wanna guess what did I do again?
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Oh Well... here goes... I was doing a conversation class today with my students. It was a pretty big class. In total I had like 25 students who attended the class. So we were back to the topic of sleep and dreams. It is such a boring topic *yawns* I mean seriously its a repetition and I do not know how to make the topic interesting. Being me, and understanding how would the students feel I decided to pick the best activity from the book and ask them to discuss it. So half way through the lesson this group of students under the "T" family decided to go out. They were this hooligan type of people, so I kind of ignored them for being late and going out half way through the lesson. When they came back I was in the middle of a conversation with my other students and helping them out through the conversation. In order to let them pass, I leaned back pushing the chair with me... to my shock! the legs of the chair bent! and I nearly fell down! WTF! I was so bloody embarrassed... Stupid lousy chair.... Grrr...... Sighs.... I am not that heavy...must be the chair is of cheap quality.... *bleh*
But... it was a fun place to work in. I have learnt so much there.... and its like I am growing up everyday. Seeing new things... meeting many different kind of people. Along the way, I met new people...new friends and my friends cum colleagues... I am so thankful to have you guys. Oh and thanks to Bryan too for employing me and giving me a chance to work here.
As August approach it will be the time I learn how to juggle my time well. Because I will have to study and work full time. Hopefully I can cope with it. I will try my best.
Oh well... that should be all...Peeps =D
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Small Tots...
I miss Florence JJ so much... I miss my old friends...how I wish I am back to those good old days...I really miss you guys heaps.
Darling Kelly JJ...hope you are having fun now in Thailand.... =D
But... it was a fun place to work in. I have learnt so much there.... and its like I am growing up everyday. Seeing new things... meeting many different kind of people. Along the way, I met new people...new friends and my friends cum colleagues... I am so thankful to have you guys. Oh and thanks to Bryan too for employing me and giving me a chance to work here.
As August approach it will be the time I learn how to juggle my time well. Because I will have to study and work full time. Hopefully I can cope with it. I will try my best.
Oh well... that should be all...Peeps =D
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Small Tots...
I miss Florence JJ so much... I miss my old friends...how I wish I am back to those good old days...I really miss you guys heaps.
Darling Kelly JJ...hope you are having fun now in Thailand.... =D
Thursday, July 24, 2008
If I could I would...
Lately I have not been blogging much, reason being that I was busy with my new job. There are a lot of things that I need to get used too. One of them is preparing the lesson plan, this is a habit which I do not have because in my previous employment I do not need to prepare a lesson plan.
Never the less, the new job is kinda fun. I am learning new things everyday. The fun thing is about the different range of students you get to meet.
I will talk about it more in another post. I have something else to do now. Sighs... busy busy.... what I wanted to say is... after 3 days of teaching I met some really bitchy bitch students and also super students. Since I am new I am trying to control my temper.
Today I met this really rude student who was testing me... I was about to blow but I decided to swallow all the rage that was about to explode.
Here is how I feel n0w. I wish they hate me and they won't enroll for my class next week... bleh! Since you do not like me and made me not to like you... Be my guest... shoo... scram ...vamooz...
*Hmmph* the nerve!
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Small Tots...
Sighs good news followed by bad news.... I failed my whole course again... sighs...I can only blame myself...
sadness.comz.....
Never the less, the new job is kinda fun. I am learning new things everyday. The fun thing is about the different range of students you get to meet.
I will talk about it more in another post. I have something else to do now. Sighs... busy busy.... what I wanted to say is... after 3 days of teaching I met some really bitchy bitch students and also super students. Since I am new I am trying to control my temper.
Today I met this really rude student who was testing me... I was about to blow but I decided to swallow all the rage that was about to explode.
Here is how I feel n0w. I wish they hate me and they won't enroll for my class next week... bleh! Since you do not like me and made me not to like you... Be my guest... shoo... scram ...vamooz...
*Hmmph* the nerve!
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Small Tots...
Sighs good news followed by bad news.... I failed my whole course again... sighs...I can only blame myself...
sadness.comz.....
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Mother and Son Confrontation....
July 8, 2008... a mother came up to her son... saddened and disappointed....and here goes the conversation.
Mother: You don't go upstairs, come down here and tell me what do you want.
The son descending the stairs....
Son: Yes?
Mother: Tell me now what is the standing between both of us?
Son: ..... (keeps quiet)
Mother: You have been rebellious and very rebellious and that I do not know how to teach you. You have become very selfish.
Mother: You have never appreciated what I have given you. Your studies... I do not see you putting effort in your studies at all. Look at it now, its the holidays and I do not see you touching your books. Your cousin's has told and has been through uni life and they say you really need to put the effort in your studies but I do not see you putting the effort in it. All my hard earned money has been invested in your studies.
Mother: You treat me like your enemy now. You could never listen to me and what I told or tried to teach you. You are worst than your sister. It has come to a point whereby I told your sister too that I want to disown you. So tell me... what is that you want? Freedom?
Mother: I think I gave you a lot of freedom. If I wanted to control you I could have easily taken the car away from you. But you are living in my house and I am your guardian and there are rules in this house that you will have to abide too. Now... tell me what else do you want? Total freedom? Do things your own way.
Son: Well... to tell he truth I am sick and tired of being blame for things that I have not done. Like the day you forgot your house keys. You put all the blame on me.
Mother: Well... I did not tell you the whole story... that day... when I was locked out... I needed the toilet properly... I had no where to go and I had to relief under the star fruit tree using plastics to block the view. Have you ever thought you would react the same? When.. the time your dad let the dog off and when you came home the dog ran out of the house did you not get into a fit? Did you not blame it on your dad...?
Son:....(keeps quiet again. Seriously, he does not know how to answer)
Mother: If you have put yourself in my shoes and think of it from a parents point of view. You would see things differently. You go out late into the night. When your cousin were your age they do not do that. Well it worries me...since I know how you drive and they are a lot of bad people out there these days.
Mother: Tell me... since we make each other unhappy. Why not let us just go our separate ways. I will disown you. I do not need a son like this.
........
The story ended when the son said no. The mother said that he should change and not be selfish. She kept insisting that she has done so much for her son and her son has never given back anything. The conversation ended that the son will have to abide to the rules. In the son's mind he thought...it was a good thing that his lover has left him...maybe the mother was right... he was a selfish person, conceited and self-centered
........
There is more to the conversation between the two of them... but if it goes on the list will be endless. All the son wants is to finish his studies and move out, but even when he moves out, he will not neglect the parents because in his heart, he loves his parents just that maybe he had a hard time showing it.
.......
Mom,
I know I may not be the greatest son in the world nor had I every done something really proud...but I truly appreciated what you have done for me and Mom... I really love you and you and always will be the number 1 in my heart. Although sometimes in life... I cannot follow what you want me to do... please understand me.
I know that writing all these in here is meaningless to you... but....
I am so sorry....I really am sorry....
Mother: You don't go upstairs, come down here and tell me what do you want.
The son descending the stairs....
Son: Yes?
Mother: Tell me now what is the standing between both of us?
Son: ..... (keeps quiet)
Mother: You have been rebellious and very rebellious and that I do not know how to teach you. You have become very selfish.
Mother: You have never appreciated what I have given you. Your studies... I do not see you putting effort in your studies at all. Look at it now, its the holidays and I do not see you touching your books. Your cousin's has told and has been through uni life and they say you really need to put the effort in your studies but I do not see you putting the effort in it. All my hard earned money has been invested in your studies.
Mother: You treat me like your enemy now. You could never listen to me and what I told or tried to teach you. You are worst than your sister. It has come to a point whereby I told your sister too that I want to disown you. So tell me... what is that you want? Freedom?
Mother: I think I gave you a lot of freedom. If I wanted to control you I could have easily taken the car away from you. But you are living in my house and I am your guardian and there are rules in this house that you will have to abide too. Now... tell me what else do you want? Total freedom? Do things your own way.
Son: Well... to tell he truth I am sick and tired of being blame for things that I have not done. Like the day you forgot your house keys. You put all the blame on me.
Mother: Well... I did not tell you the whole story... that day... when I was locked out... I needed the toilet properly... I had no where to go and I had to relief under the star fruit tree using plastics to block the view. Have you ever thought you would react the same? When.. the time your dad let the dog off and when you came home the dog ran out of the house did you not get into a fit? Did you not blame it on your dad...?
Son:....(keeps quiet again. Seriously, he does not know how to answer)
Mother: If you have put yourself in my shoes and think of it from a parents point of view. You would see things differently. You go out late into the night. When your cousin were your age they do not do that. Well it worries me...since I know how you drive and they are a lot of bad people out there these days.
Mother: Tell me... since we make each other unhappy. Why not let us just go our separate ways. I will disown you. I do not need a son like this.
........
The story ended when the son said no. The mother said that he should change and not be selfish. She kept insisting that she has done so much for her son and her son has never given back anything. The conversation ended that the son will have to abide to the rules. In the son's mind he thought...it was a good thing that his lover has left him...maybe the mother was right... he was a selfish person, conceited and self-centered
........
There is more to the conversation between the two of them... but if it goes on the list will be endless. All the son wants is to finish his studies and move out, but even when he moves out, he will not neglect the parents because in his heart, he loves his parents just that maybe he had a hard time showing it.
.......
Mom,
I know I may not be the greatest son in the world nor had I every done something really proud...but I truly appreciated what you have done for me and Mom... I really love you and you and always will be the number 1 in my heart. Although sometimes in life... I cannot follow what you want me to do... please understand me.
I know that writing all these in here is meaningless to you... but....
I am so sorry....I really am sorry....
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