Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Study Wuzzy

Ok... this I am having mixed feelings now. Why so? Well... I will be starting my classes tomorrow. After a few months of rocky and shitty life... I am back to my study life and working life again.

I am happy because Swinburne and most importantly God gave me another chance to continue on with my education. Last semester due to some unwanted reasons and also my blindness in judging some things I failed miserably in my examinations. Put it this way I flunk my whole course period...
I promise and will make myself slog this semester to pass the subjects I have taken. I have made a vow that I will not repeat the mistakes that I made previously. Even though the pain has not been fully healed but I am standing up better now.

I found a new job and I am able and have the chance to continue on with my tertiary education. Being a person believing in giving chances I must and will treasure this precious chance. I realise in life we learn things almost everyday. I learnt that it is best to leave relationship aside. I learnt that sometimes no matter how much you sacrifice or do something for a person it can me a waste of time and ending up hurting yourself.

Now I have a chance to get my life back on track and set things straight. I went astray before and I am not going to let that happen again. Life moves on without you... you are just a person who appeared in the past chapter of my life and its time for me to move on. Scarred for life I may be but I have learnt a valuable lesson.

This semester since I am working at CES full time I decided that I should take less subjects. Fuck all even if I graduate late because I am working and I am not like most people who do not need to work for their pocket money. I took up 2 subjects which Management Decision Making and also Corporate Accounting. I need extra effort in my studies and pray that I could do well this semester.

I would also like to thank Bryan for being a good and understanding boss. For arranging the time for me to be able to attend my class. Thank you Bryan so much.

I would like to thank my "wife a.k.a Hun" for accompanying me and for being such a wonderful "wife". This semester will be hard on me... something new...because I am working full time.

I also would hope and pray that my confirmation to work at CES will be received ASAP.

I am happy because I get to continue my study...
I am sad because Fifi left already
I am sad because darling kelly is sad...
I am nervous because it is a whole new life for me...

To a person,

I hope I am not being too cruel here... but sometimes it makes me wonder.... do you really treasure a chance that people gave you? Or is someone like me so unimportant to you. I always looked forward to Mondays and it is our hang out day...

Last Monday, you never contacted me as you said you will and I wondered why... maybe it was wrong of me to give you a chance to correct your mistakes... seems like you have no courtesy to even inform people if you are busy or what and you made people wait for you. Thank God I was not stupid enough to wait for your message or call for the whole day...

Anyway thank you for whatever you have done back then... don't get me wrong I do appreciate what you have done... but sometimes... sit down and think about your actions and how it would affect one's feelings....

Good luck to you and all the best.

P.S. I am not a toy to be played around I am made of flesh and blood. I have feelings too.

15 comments:

Angel Valerie said...

hard work will eventually pay off. im sure of that, cheer up, okay, sweetie?

Ayashi said...

ganbatte xD and you are very welcome xD you can do it :)

god bless and all the best in ur studies xD

flo che che said...

jia you jia you, bro!! remember to balance studies and work ok? good luck!! hugs!

simply Ed said...

Angel: Thanks sweetie *hugs* you have to work hard too ok.

Ayashi: Thx! u ganbatte too ok hehe...


Flo che che: CHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have not seen you for a long time in my blog. How are you????

I will che che you must jiayou also ok! =)

flo che che said...

kakaka im good as usual! =) hope you are too!! i drop by your blog daily lehhh but i did not leave any footprints haha. i will jia you de!!

simply Ed said...

LOL... good to hear that che! Can't wait to see you soon? how long is that again? I sort of lost count. LOL.

flo che che said...

'cant wait to see you soon?'...ehh bro wat does tat ? mean ar?seems like ure in doubt whether ure gona be excited about seeing me soon lehhhhh im so sadddddddddddddd jk jk

angry liao...dun wanna tell u when liao...one day i will just pop up in front of u muahahahahahaha and scare the wits out of you *evil smile*

btw, there was hail again just now!

hope you're doing well there!! jia you jia you!!

SoRCièRe dE TeMPs said...

what happen bro? your sis worry liao. -_-"""

ayashi said...

xD

wei said...

yuh can duu eett!!!!

sure can wan!

simply Ed said...

che che: aiyo che che u know I can't to see you lar!!! I had a typo ma.... don be like tat...

Angela mei mei: don worry ur bro is ok lar... =)

Ayashi: swt lar.... only a XD from u...
=.="

Wei: Thx Doodz!!

eh Doodz howza ur jobz??

Ayashi said...

aiee... what you wan me to say :/ huhu

wei said...

jobbie? okeh larh.....some contractual obligation...i cant discuss with any random peson...but u noe...coffee sounds good!

Lone said...

... make sure u won't failed again dwin.

Too much "retry" already, i hope u dun screw up this time--"again"

We all have different way to advise u... good or bad, rude or gentle, i hope u bare all of them in mind that we are k~ (tssk~)

jus dun screw up again... = -= b

simply Ed said...

Ok lone. Don't worry I will and MUST not screw up this time around!

Thanks a lot for the advice.

*hugs*